The Redheaded Mommy

Sick

2011-04-08T00:15:00.002-05:00

So a week ago today I was diagnosed with pneumonia. Then 2 days later I was admitted to the hospital. I am in extreme pain from the whole illness.

I missed my girls so much. I hated being away from them. Their smiles and their need to be on my lap or right next me. It fills me with such greatness. I hated hearing MG cry and say she wants me. I could hear Hannah try and be strong . I am so proud of them. My husband well he is the Gem of the year. He cooked and cleaned and did everything for the girls so they were comfortable. In the midst of all this going on he bought 3 new shirts so I was fresh when I came home form the hospital.

Now my husband is sick. So today I am taking him to the doctor. I really think he needs a antibiotic. He is drained and not feeling well. That could be a disaster if he does not see the doctor soon. He is always grateful when I take care of him.

Maybe I Am Back!!

2011-03-26T23:01:00.001-05:00

Well,it has been a while and truthfully I miss the writing. I think I have a lot to say so . I am going to start gathering my thoughts and write more.

My girls are getting bigger and a lot more is going on . So I am sure I will have good story's to tell.

I also have been reading a lot lately.I am reading"Water For Elephants", Its a great book I can't wait to see the movie in April!!!

So more to write soon!!!!

A Couple Of Things!!!

2010-01-08T04:03:00.002-05:00

Poor Gracie she has a horrible rash. It's eczema and hives and bright red. Gracie is so miserable and itchy. I am using Eucerin Calming Creme.

The doctor perscribed prednisone and hydroxizine. Hope full this morning she will feel a little better.

I am really looking forward to church on Sunday. I am very excited about the new church. I am so thankful that God lead me there. I will be forever grateful to my friend Jaimie. She invited me to go with her family. My girls love the church also. I think it a good fit for my family.

Please pray that I continue with this church. Let my heart be open to whatever God needs me to know and do.

Have a great day!!!!

I Am Back!! This Is A Long Post!!

2010-01-07T00:45:00.003-05:00

I really have a hard time sitting down and writing. I do miss it a lot. I want to remember the girls and what they say. Sometime I forget so having a post is hard. So one of my New Year's resolutions are to write in my blog more.

The girls are keeping me very busy. I am having a hard time with Hannah being in Kindergarten. I really miss her during the day. My favorite part of the day is when she comes home. The smile on her face is priceless when she gets off the bus. I know she has a hard time going to school because she misses me. She even told me that during the day she really misses me and she doesn't know who to tell. I told her to talk to God quietly. I explained that he will give her comfort.

Tonight she came down after I put her to bed and just laid in my lap. She fell asleep with me holding her. It was a great feeling to hold her. I like to just stare at her,she is just so pretty.

My sweet Gracie what a little girl. She just turned four. I am glad to say goodbye to the three's. What a ruff year she has given me. I have to say she is very smart. I do have my hands full with her.

She is in love with police officers. On her birthday she walked in to my parents house ran to my dad. She hugged him an asked him ,"Terry you come over my house and watch bad boys bad boys." First let me say I do not like the fact that she watched that show once. It was by accident and it will never happen again. My father took her down stairs and gave her the mouse that sings the theme song to "Cops".

So here are some sweet and funny things she has said lately

"Terry, you are my sunshine"

(when I rub her back) "That feels so good"

(talking to the pediatrician) "I love you ,you a good person" Dr. Debbie is a amazing pediatrician. The girl's love her. I babysat for her for years.

she air kissed Governor O'Malleys brother!!! Now that was funny!!! he aired kissed her back!!!

"you are the best mommy in the world"

"don't make me raise my voice" So where did she get that one?

"I need my memom right here right now"

"Mommy I love you so much"

"I am seeweus, I mean it" (serious)

" can Igive this to my sissy Hannah?''

You see I have to start writing things down more. She is such a spunky kid. Also I love how she is with people. She has this sweet side that I love.

Hannah is a amazing she has a heart of gold. She is only mean to her sister. We are quickly fixing that. If you tell her something is wrong or you are sick. She will say I will pray for you tonight. She does pray for you and she means it. She has questions about everything.

This weekend we tried a new church. I have been in a rut lately. I am struggling on where to go to church. I am not struggling with my faith. It's always there. So we went to this new church. I had been praying about this. I really felt God leading me there. So we met our friends there. I was quickly in love with surroundings.

The girls quietly sat and listened to the band practice for worship. I took Gracie back to the toddler room. I heard she did great. There were some times she missed me.

Hannah stayed with me during worship. She was singing and clapping her hands. She loved the music. I did to , I felt very alive.

Hannah went to her classroom with her friends.

I love the message,the pastor, and the people who went out of their way to say "hi" Even the Pastor came over to talk to me.

When it was all over I went to get the girls. They both saw me and came running. They said they had a great time. Hannah and Grace want to come back. So do I,I love it.

The thing is I feel more alive. Not overwhelmed like I have been feeling. I want God to lead me to where I should be. I pray that he speaks to my heart. I want my children to know God's amazing love. I really think this is the church. I felt this way about a church before. I wasn't wrong,it was just to far away to drive.

I love my girls and my husband. I have a lot of work to do in my life. "One day at a time", my Nan says to me.

I think I will ask Hannah to pray for me!!!!

Germs And Cabin Fever!!!!

2009-10-15T08:47:00.002-05:00

Well it was me last week,Bronchtisits and fever. Well since my mom taught me to share ,now the girls have it.

No school for Hannah all week. Fever on and off for both Hannah and Gracie. They have been at each others throat. Fighting and scream at each other. Dean was home yesterday,thank you Lord. I was sick of the fighting so I put my coat on and took a walk. I know they are going crazy being inside. We have a big playroom and lots of toys. There is a TV down there so they could watch whatever they wanted. Still everything was a battle. I was worn out and extremely irritated.

This morning has been OK. A couple of times I have sad ,"Do I need to put on my coat." "NO no mommy we will be good." Then they hug and say,"look we love each other,we're hugging.". Well let me tell you, that lasts 10 minutes.

So right now they are coloring nicely and watching Marley & Me. I am not going to comment on their behavior because I don't want to spoil it. I cherish these times very much.

Don't get me wrong I love these girls more then you could know. I just think I am going crazy from the lack of adult conversation. So if we get together and I yell I hate you and your not my friend. Don't worry I have been brainwashed by a 3 & 5 year old.

I will soon have a story about my grandmother so I look forward to posting it.

I'm Back!!

2009-09-26T19:42:00.003-06:00

I miss blogging!!! So I am back to tell the tales of my girls.

I have been really busy,but I am hoping now I can write more. The girls are doing great. They are getting big. Hannah loves kindergarten, and Gracie loves preschool. It's been a learning experience for me. Seeing Gracie without Hannah has been hard on me. Gracie loves having me to herself. Still there is a sadness during the day. Lately though,I have to admit we are so busy that time flies during the day. So before I know it it's time to get Hannah off the bus.

I think now my favorite part of the day is when Hannah gets off the bus. Her smile brightens my heart. My cup runneth over when Hannah turns to Gracie and says,"Gracie tell me about your day". I realized that Hannah is turning into a thoughtful little girls. There are other things she does that are thoughtful. Her saying that really sticks out.

So I am back to the blog. I have missed you all. I will be updating as much as I can.

Sorry...really busy at The Redheaded Mommy House!!!

2009-03-02T01:15:00.002-05:00

I will catch you up!!!
Hannah-my sweet sweet Hannah!!
Got glasses she looks so cool
gave up the binky at night...rewarded with a computer game. I am so proud of her.
Is doing great in school
Loves her friend Abby....they even talk on the phone.
She will be 5 in 2 weeks
Hannah has a quick sense of humor..she is very funny

Gracie Girl
so high strung...her way or no way
such a mama's girl
can give you the update on Barach Obama anytime
she has learned her letter's
she is so happy
loves her blankie so much
she asked Hannah"Hannah when you get home from gool(school) you give me hug okay". How sweet is she?
Gracie like to read my magazines
loves playland at my gym
she is my cuddlier

Dean
Going back to work after a long recovery from surgery. I think he is excited to be there. He is awesome at his job and just wants to be active again. Such a good man!!!

I am doing fine!!! Nothing exciting to speak of. I think I am addicted to Facebook.
I have reconnected with my friend Emily. She is wild and crazy like me. I have missed her very much. We keep each other laughing and these days I need that. Emily has a beautiful little girl named Abby...Gracie calls her tiny weeny Abby. I am so glad they are in our lives.
So Emily if your reading this your stuck with me so there!!!!

Could Somebody Please Remove The Freaking Black Cloud Over My House!

2008-12-15T20:06:00.002-05:00

The girls and I are sick. Hannah and Gracie have Bronchitis and I have a very bad case of Vertigo. It's like I am old or something. I only hear about vertigo with old people.
Dean's surgery was cancelled last Monday. He was admitted yet again for another abscess behind his bladder and bowel. The man was in so much pain. He could not move for days like 4 days. He had a drain in his stomach for 2 weeks that was just removed. The poor guy has to wait another 4 to 6 weeks for this surgery. No colonoscopy next time because they are sure this was the reason for abscess and inflammation.
Please pray that Dean can get to the surgery. Dean is miserable and grouchy.

Don't ask how I am because I might start crying. Taking care of my peoples in this house is just enough. Anything else might put me over the edge. Trust me I don't look good in orange and numbers across my front.

On the good side we went to the movies. It was awesome,we saw the new oo7 movie. The new James Bond is hot. The movie was worth 1hour and 45 minutes to watch D Craig beat and shoot people up.

That's All

My Little Turkey's

2008-11-28T00:31:00.002-05:00

Thanksgiving was a great day. We all ate plenty of turkey and fixings. Hannah and Gracie had a great time.

Dean and I enjoyed being with his family. Dean even got to eat a good meal.

It was a good meal and I am glad to be home.

Oh, I am already addicted to face book. Looks like house work won't get done on time.

The Power Of Prayer

2008-11-24T03:45:00.002-05:00

So you all know that my husband is having a large part of his colon removed. This is really serious stuff. The diseased part of his colon is so bad that it needs to be removed ASAP. The surgeon wanted to wait for the colon to calm down and not be inflamed. So his surgery is December 8th right before Christmas. I am looking forward to a quiet day at home.

Dean is doing really well through all this. He's more affecionate and communicate's more. I really like this part because we have gotten a lot closer. We hold hands more and I get more hugs.

My mom's brother and my favorite uncle. He told me once at a wedding this time in our marriage is the hardest. With the girls being so small and all the ups and downs. I have to truely say out of all of this Dean's sickness has been a test from God.It's been really hard on me to try to explain why his parents and sisters haven't called or stopped by to see him. It's hard on me not to pick up the phone and yell. The selfishness makes me crazy but biting my lip seems to do the trick.

So Friday night I arranged to have prayer group at my house. I invited our friend Father G. My 3 closet girlfriends and their kids. All 3 of them have kids the same age as Hannah and Gracie. I had a babysitter take the kids to the playroom in our house. The adults ate then we prayed.

I felt God's presence so much that I know he is doing amazing things for Dean. It was a wonderful night and I am so glad we did it. The other amazing part was we all agreed to start Friday night prayer group.I really am very excited about this. Prayer is a major part of my life. I give so much of my thoughts and pain and hurt to God. I know that he takes it and works to make me better. I am really working on forgiveness because I can't let it consume me. I have high standards on family because my family is so large. You have to be there for your family. I just have to get over that some people don't think the way I do. If someone is sick or in a crisis I call them or email them so they know I am here if they need me.

So please pray for Dean and his 3 favorite girls. We can get through this but prayer is a wonderful thing.

Everybody have a wonderful Thanksgiving.

My Little Ball Of Energy

2008-11-06T01:37:00.002-05:00

Gracie started Terrific Tots tonight. This class is something I have been wanting to do with her for a long time. She had a great time. She smiled and laughed the whole time. Most important which I was worried she listened to Mrs.Barb the majority of the time.

I had a lot of fun also watching her. Also my best friend Jen was there with her little boy. J is the same age as Gracie. Jen's oldest C is in preschool with Hannah. Our husband's get along great also. We do alot of outings with them. Jen has been a really wonderful friend to me. So doing extra activities with her and the kids makes the week happier.

Gracie is just a amazing 2 year old. I wish I could freeze time and make her stay 2. She has brought such joy to my life. She is such a mommy's girl.

I was reading to Hannah and Gracie tonight before bed. Gracie looks up at me and says,"I love you mommy". I just hugged her and stayed in the moment. She such a sweet little girl. I really am blessed that Hannah and Gracie are loving little girls.

When we were leaving tonight,Hannah was upset that she could not go. Gracie hugged and kissed her and said,"I be back soon Hannah,I love you". They really miss each other when they are separated. It started at a young age. They are really good buddies. I tell them that they are luck to have each other. I tell them also that they should not forget how blessed they are.It's those times that I realize that I am doing a good job with them. Mostly they are good girls with big hearts.I thank God every day for them and the lessons they are teaching me.

I will post pictures next week.

What lessons are you learning from being a mother? Please comment

The Major Happenings Going On In Our House!

2008-11-05T02:05:00.003-05:00

Hannah

Hannah is Starting Hip Hop dance class this Monday. She has a lot of potential and lots of energy. I think she will do awesome. I have been holding off because her asthma has flared up too much lately.

She loves school very much. Hannah has a wonderful teacher. Hannah has a new friend. Seeing them together you would think they had known each other forever. "A" is a sweet outgoing little girl. She is very loving and adores Hannah. They play a lot together outside of school. In fact her friend lives 3 streets up from us. "A's" little sister,"S" is the same age as Gracie. They also play wonderfully well together also.

Hannah is really struggling with asthma right now. Today she was put on Zithromax for bronchitis. She is on allegra,singulair,pulmicort,albuterol,and flonase. That's a lot of meds for a 4&1/2 year old. She handles it really well.

We have been reading chapter books lately. We finished "Boxcar Children and Charlotte's Web. She liked "Boxcar Children" the best. We are starting, The Tales of Uncle Remus. I really she will enjoy them a lot.

Hannah is such a mommy's girl. She loves to cuddle with me during nap time. Or me just holding her makes her day.

The very best thing that Hannah has accomplished this year. She is sleeping in her bed. No waking up in the middle of the night to sleep with us. She does not give me a hard time about going to bed. Let me tell you I never thought we would ever get there.Yeah Hannah!!!!!!!

Gracie

Gracie is a sweet little girl. She is also a mommy's girl. She is talking so well. She sings so much because it takes no time for her to learn a song. She told me the other night after she kissed Hannah good night. "I happy cause Hannah luff me". How sweet is that?

Gracie for some odd reason loves the movie Camp Rock. I don't know how that got started but we have to watch it every day. Also she loves the show Zack and Cody on the Disney Channel. She is such a good girl. I am so blessed to have a easy toddler.

My Life

Well my life is at the craziest ever. I am still dealing with a lot of pain issues. Dr.M is really doing a great job. He as me on a bunch of different meds to help. There is talk of another surgery. Just not right now.

The worst of all my husband is really sick. It is just horrible. The beginning of October he was admitted to the hospital for perforations of the colon. Not even a week after being discharged he is admitted again for a abscess behind his bladder and colon. He is in a lot of pain. I am not talking about ouch this hurts. I mean curled up in a ball and can't walk. The man is miserable and hating life. Dean has a great surgeon. In fact I have known her for a while. He is in great hands and at a great hospital. In December he will have the diseased part of his colon removed. So please keep him in your prayers.

We plan not to travel this Christmas. Which I am happy about. For the last 6 years all we do is travel to 6 different family members houses. So this year I am going to cook with the girls and take care of the "daddy man".

So that's a little update. I really will try to write more.

School!!!!

2008-09-03T15:15:00.002-06:00

School started today for Hannah!!! I love love her teacher. I am very excited for the year. Yey to 3 days a week.

There are 6 ways of getting to Hannah's school. So we are back to 3 days a week of which route should we take. I go through this every morning. Here we go again!!!!! Also what do we do for 3 hours!!!!!!!?????

Loving Those My Girls And Other Things

2008-08-05T22:09:00.002-06:00

Gracie did 2 of the sweetest and smart things of a 2 year old.
1. I was reorganizing the books shelf in the entertainment system. So I went upstairs to find more books. I couldn't find this one book. It was important to me because this book is my favorite and Hannah's. So I gave her the description. "It has a mouse with a big strawberry on it with green leaves". So Gracie was sitting on my bed and she started to get down. "I be back okay" 5 seconds later she came back up and said"ear it is"(Gracie talk). I could not believe it she found the book. I was just baffled. I have never read this book to her and she found it.

2. So tonight I am doing the nightly routine. Books, bottle and change diapers. About 10 minutes later Gracie comes to me and says"I ready for crib " That's her sign that she is really ready. So we go in the family room and say our I love you's. So I said to Gracie"say I love you to Hannah" She points right at Hannah and says "hug". I looked over at my husband and he had the biggest smile. Could she melt my heart anymore. I just thought that was so sweet. She and Hannah were playing so well together today. I got a lot done tonight because of them being very occupied.

Remember I told you about my kitchen table that I am in love with? Well lately I am really working on my kitchen.I am trying to make it all flow together. My parents agreed I need new floors. That has been on the list forever. I just got new curtains to flow with the table. That was major luck let me tell ya. I am going with less is more. So tonight I got a call that my new Baker's rack was being delivered. It is so beautiful!!!!!! So 2 other things have been removed from my kitchen. My biggest dilemma is what color to paint my kitchen. Which I think that will really make the kitchen better.
These are the colors of my curtain. Country blue, forest green,yellow. What do you think?
Erin I really want your opinion on this one. Everybody else please help. me.

Over The Hill And Other Stories!!

2008-08-04T13:34:00.003-06:00

Well yesterday my darling husband Dean turned 40. The girls and I made sure we gave him a proper celebration.
I surprised him with 2 dozen crabs and corn. We sat out back on our patio and went to town. These crabs were so good. It was just lumps of crab meat. We ended the night with Rita's Italian Ice.

The girl's are doing awesome. I know I haven't written about them. There is so much to tell. I really need to start taking notes before I blog.

Hannah is excited about the 4 year old program and 3 days a week. She will be back with all her friends. I also signed her up for Sunday school. She will be with some of her friends from school as well.I am really looking forward to this because I need to start going to church every weekend.

I am realizing that the girls are at the age of real routine. I kick myself every Sunday because I am prolonging the routine.

Gracie is just pistol!!! She is talking nonstop in sentences. She asks why about everything. She has taken much interest in the potty. She has no interest in sleeping in a big girl bed with Hannah. So it's still the crib for right now.

Right before I had surgery we got them a huge pool. It was a practical buy. They have really gotten their money's worth from the pool. Dean would take them out there and they would swim for hours. Then they took great naps. So that gave Dean some down time.

I have to mention my awesome neighbors. We really have great one. This has made living in the community a nice experience. We all help each other. Our one neighbor has a little girl. C is always playing with Hannah when their home. Our other neighbors have 3 dogs and Hannah and Gracie are in love. When we all get together it's so fun. Last night we sat outside and talked from 12:00am to 3:am. I couldn't believe it. CA said next weekend it will involve alcohol. Sounds great to me.

CA and CH are just wonderful people. I love having them as neighbors. They even trust us to let their Minne doxin hang out at our house. Bailey their dog has Hannah's heart.

It was funny last night when we were eating crabs Bailey dog snuck through the fence twice to come play. So today I called CA and CH to see if Bailey dog could come over for a little bit. The girls had a ball. I saw another side of my husband. Just dogs are not in the picuture right now.

Oh ,I have to tell you about Gracie I forgot. Were in Old Navy the other night . Gracie walked up to this lady with a huge butt. Gracie patted her on the butt and said "big buuttt",in her little 2 year old voice. I was so embarrassed. I couldn't believe it.

Well this was a lot. I hope you enjoyed my boring and sometimes exciting life.

Hope you all are well. Remember to comment I love it.

Today Is Another Day!

2008-07-03T22:10:00.002-06:00

So today I did one errand and came home. Being out for 1 hour I was in complete pain. I really needed to buy a new hair dryer because mine died. I also needed to go to the bank. I came home took some pain medicine and went to bed.

The last 2 nights I have been spoiled by my to girlfriends bringing us dinner. Jean and Jen mad 2 delicious meals and I was stuffed at the end.Besides the fact that I love them our kids get along great.

I forgot to write that I got a new kitchen table. It's oak with green tile in the table. Oh, I love this table so much. I am redoing my kitchen in this color. I will take pictures and post them when I am done. Our neighbors 2 doors down moved and gave us the table.It's not even 2 years old and it's so beautiful.

I hope you all have a nice 4th of July. Stay safe and always thankful.

Diagnoses!!!

2008-06-30T21:23:00.003-06:00

I have been home since 7:30pm. The marvelous Dr.M found significant amounts of Endometriosis. He excised the Endo and looked for clean tissue. Dr.M told my husband that I have large veins in my girly compartments which can lead to a lot of pain. So he is going to treat that with pain medicine. I will be starting Lupron I guess soon.

Hannah is with my parents and Gracie Girl came home with us. Gracie's vocabulary is rally picking up.So tonight this was a conversation with Gracie."Mama u bellwee ert n u doe 2 da dotter's?" "Yes Grace ,my belly hurts and Dr.M fixed me up so I can take care of you" "Oh,Mama u b fine otay" Wow, I love that girl so much.

So if any of you are having a bad day call her she will make it better or you will dye laughing.

Hannah told my Mom that she wanted Gracie to go home so she could have her Memom(my mother) to herself. Hannah loves her Memom so much. God only knows what their going to do together. Last time they were together they got their hair cut and a manicure. It's the life I tell ya it's the life.

You might be wondering why I am typing this right after surgery, well Percocet and Dilauded really kick ass. I don't feel a thing right now. I talked to my friend Beth who is a Gyn and she said I will be feeling it in the morning. Oh,yay!!!!!!!

We Talked!!

2008-06-27T00:18:00.002-06:00

Today was my last day of work for 2 weeks until I return from having surgery. I couldn't wait to come home to see the girls. They get me through the hardest days.

I am very blessed that I have Hannah and Grace. They are my heart and I would do anything for them. So tonight I told Dean that I am at peace with whatever happens on Monday. If it happens that I can not have any more kids it's okay. We have our 2 beautiful girls and that is enough for me. I would be happy with another but whatever happens it's okay.

This was a talk that I didn't expect to have. I also did not expect to have these girls.

So I am really ready for Monday. I just hope that I don't cry when we drop the girls off. Also when I say goodbye to Dean before going to the OR.I know that this has him very worried.

Finally There Is An Answer!!!

2008-06-23T22:05:00.002-06:00

Since I was 14 I was diagnosed with Endometriosis. I have suffered with a lot of pain and all the things that could go wrong with this horrible disease. Somehow I have managed to have to beautiful girls. These past years I have been in a lot of pain and I am miserable every day.

Everyday I wake up and try to be a good mother and wife. Sometimes I question my wife duties because the pain is so horrible. I love my husband and just adore my girls. They are the world to me and everyday I thank God for them.

I try to be a good patient and listen and do everything I am supposed to do. The pain lately has gotten to be to much and I don't think and can deal with it anymore.

My awesome Gyn sent me to a Gyn specializing in pelvic pain and endometriosis. Just talking to him I felt 100lbs of anxiety come off my body. He has a plan for my problem and he is going to fix it.

So first ,next Monday June 30 I am having surgery. Very invasive but it will help me. Dr.M even has more plans after surgery. I really liked his thoughts and I liked his personality. He understands that my pain is real and that this can be fixed.

God willing I would like more children so all these steps will help me get there.

So this blog will be about my journey through this tunnel of hope. At the end I hope I will have another baby. So please if you would follow with me. Please pray that Dr.M's plan and God's plan are going to work together.

Random Stuff Because I Live For Random!!!

2008-04-17T22:16:00.002-06:00

Don't take the kids out to dinner when going on no nap!!Disaster!!
Mary Poppins Rocks!!!
Gracie is really cute when she says "hapee ber day" (happy birthday)
I love the Disney Movie Enchanted!!! Yeah who would not eat a apple for MCdreamy?
Is it a bad sign to keep having dreams about Billy Ray Cyrus??? Or does it mean Hannah and I have been watching Hannah Montana too much?
My girlfriends took me out to dinner for my birthday and it was a blast!!!

Poor Girl

2008-03-07T23:29:00.004-05:00

Hannah has a double ear infection and a ruptured ear drum. She has the flu and looks absolutely horrible. This is her 4th ear infection in 3 months.

So if anybody could give me some advice on tubes finding a ENT that would be great. I feel so sad for her. Ear pain really sucks.

On a good note her birthday is next week and we are having her party at the Zoo. She is so excited!!!! Me too I love the Zoo!!!

I have a new love his name is Mr.Clean Magic eraser mop. I love him and what he does to my floors. They look so clean and beautiful. He goes right up there with Dyson my other love.

what's your favorite cleaning gadget?

Gas Or Duck It's All The Same

2008-03-05T01:18:00.002-05:00

Dean and I tell the girls when they have expelled gas that they sat on a duck.

So this evening Gracie is on my lap and I heard something and I said"Gracie to you have Gas? " "no gas a duck" That was dam funny!!!

Dean and I had a great time Sunday evening. We held hands and talked for hours after the play. We felt silly seeing all these kids around us. High School Musical was a awesome play.

By Monday night I really missed the girls so when Dean brought them home I was happy to see them.

Hannah reported she had lots of fun. "cause uncle Brian played soccer with her".

I will write my post about high school tomorrow. I got to go see a 3 year about some chocolate milk.

It's A Date

2008-03-01T21:04:00.002-05:00

For Christmas Dean and I got tickets to see High School Musical at the Hippodrome. So tomorrow night we are going on a date. I made reservations to eat at our favorite place. Then we are off to the play.

Wait this is the best part. The girls are spending the night with my parents. The good night sleep I am going to get is so exciting.

So here's a great comment question. Do you remember high school? Do you have good memories or bad? Do you miss it? What was a favorite memory?

Please comment I think this would be fun. My next post will be about high school.

We Are Just Busy!!!!

2008-02-26T00:24:00.002-05:00

My life is just busy. Since Hannah has started school I have no time to do anything.

Hannah is doing great in school. The really great news is she is potty trained. I am saving on diapers. Hannah is really into Barbies. She plays for hours and hours. Hannah turns 4 in 2 weeks, we are having her party at the Maryland Zoo.

Gracie girl is just amazing!!! She has had her verbal explosion. She has become a mama's girl. My favorite line is "mommy old u". She is a cuddlier and a love bug.

Dean is doing great very busy with work. That's really it for him.

I have cut back my hours a lot.I am sick of the crap at work so it's just time to be home more. I am having surgery soon. The cyst that was on my right ovary has ruptured. The pain is absolutely horrible.

This is not a fun post sorry. I have a list of things to tell you. Right, now Hannah is nagging me to watch Jon & Kate plus 8 with her. You really don't have to twist my arm on that on. I heart Jon & Kate plus 8 .

I will write soon

take care

Another Freaking Pumpkin Farm!!!

2007-10-18T22:55:00.000-05:00

Hannah had her first field trip ever. We went to a Pumpkin farm. It was actually a great day.

Dean dropped off the hurricane Gracie off. Hannah and I loaded up and met all the mother's and kids from her class. My friend Rachel who just has a heart of gold and lots of fun drove us.

Allison and Hannah held hands cause their buddies. They played on the swing set with the other classmates. Then we got on the wagon for a fun hay ride. They took us back to the pumpkin field and red us a story. Then picked our pumpkins and some gourds. Got back and headed back. Then we had refreshments and played some more. It was a great time.

Hannah slept for 4 hours when we got home.

I really haven't mentioned this. I have made some pretty awesome friends from her school. There are some awesome women in that group and a few of them have become my good friends. I mean good when I say we help each other with our kids. We walk the trail a lot during the week. Rachael that I mentioned earlier had us over during school so the little one's could play. The cool thing is we have 3 year olds in the same class. Then we have 1 year olds and they play well together.

I made another great friend named Jen. We really have the same things in common. She has a great heart and very upbeat. Her 1 year old is so cute too. Jason and Gracie play really well together. In fact they saw each other and gave a big hug and then held hands.

Rachael bought coffee the other day because I forgot my wallet. She invited us to her house to play. So I took Jason and Gracie to her house. She walked Travis and I out the 2 little ones in the double. We took a long walk and talked the whole time. It was really a great time.

I am really blessed to have met these moms. They have been so much fun. I think life is so much easier when you can talk about life,marriage and kids to other people. I love that they have excepted me the way that I am. I really look forward to Tues,and Thurs. Hannah does great in school and I get mommy time with Gracie and other Mom's and their kids.

So Rachael and Jen if you are reading this and I know you are. Thank you for making this transition easy. I am have a great time with my 3 hours of freedom from a 3 year old.

Gosh I love preschool!!!!

Thankful

2007-10-16T22:42:00.000-05:00

Sunday's sermon was on being thankful always. It got really thinking the last 2 days. So here is my post on being thankful.

I am a daughter that is thankful for having 2 awesome parents. They never say no to me. They are always there for me and my girls. I am thankful because they have they have taught me a lot.

I am a sister to a brother and a older sister. We are unique in our personalities that define us. I am thankful because no matter what I can call on them and they are there.

I am a loyal friend. I thankful for the friends that God has put in my life. He has blessed me with such great people that love me for who I am.

I am a wife to the most wonderful man. I found my prince that loves me for everything that I am and I do. I am thankful because he has made me a better person.

I most thankful for being a mother. My children are my life and my heart. I do everything everyday for them. I laugh and cry daily because God me them. They are beautiful girls. I pray that they don't loose their way in life. That they always keep their eye on the cross. Always follow God's plan and love him forever.

So I feel better now. Being Thankful is such a great gift.

I Need A Reminder To Blog

2007-10-02T20:24:00.000-06:00

I am really busy lately. I know it's been a month I hardly have time to eat latley.
So here's life in bullets

Hannah
doing great in school-loves it
got a playset in our back yard
follows me everywhere
become an expert in back talk
no potty training
her new best friend is Cameron our neighbor

Gracie
her vocab is so much better
so damm cute that girl
mastered the slide outback
becoming a mama's girl
the comic of the family
loves to take walks just with me
loves to hold my hand

ME
busy teaching religion
busy with work
busy with Hannah's school
busy with the girl's
busy on tuesday's and thursday's doing stuff with the mother's from Hannah school while Hannah is in school.
looking forward to nap time
having a 89th birthday party for my Nan at the Maryland zoo
loving every part of my life
Did I mention I love my Hannah and Gracie. They Rock!!!!!!

Somebody Pass Me The Freaking Lemonade!!

2007-09-04T20:17:00.000-06:00

Hannah has not been sick all year I don't think. OF course the day before school she has a bad ear infection. So I don't send Hannah to school thinking she needs her rest. You know being in pain and all. Is that Murphy's Law?

Hannah is feeling better I think. I feel bad for her. I hate ear infections with a passion. So she has her first official day at preschool on Thursday with out me.

So I have become really busy . I start teaching this weekend. The 9th graders are really in for it this year. This semester I am teaching about morality! Their going to get a ear full. Sunday I have been recruited to meet and greet at our church with the new member breakfast. We will See how that goes with 2 toddlers at toe.

Is Hannah still considered a toddler? I don't know that one. Do You?

I think that Gracie has reached the terrible 2's. She gives me a hard time about a lot of stuff. I love just observing her. She is great entertainment after a long day. Her personality is really coming out also. She is very loving and rotten at the same time. She has 2 new pharses. "I want"(fill whatever she wants) Then, "I eat otdog" ( the h is silent in Gracie's world". She just cracks me up. The other one I love is "My Mommie".

I have also noticed that Gracie loves to ride in the stroller. I can go anywhere and she is happy riding in the stroller. Gracie calls her blankie her "boppie". So give her, her boppie and binkie and she is happy in the stroller.

Dean is keeping busy with work. Please keep him in your prayers that he gets promoted soon. He has worked very hard the last 2 years.

Things are going well here. I am feeling really good. I started the Lupron and I think it's starting to work. I am not in a lot of pain like I was. So yeah for that. I hope that I am pregnant this time next year.

I will try and keep up with my blogging. If I haven't commented or visited lately. Don't worry I'll be back.

Everybody have a great week!!!

Hannah

2007-09-02T21:26:00.000-06:00

Dear Hannah,

I can't believe you are starting preschool in 2 days. It feels like just yesterday I was holding you in the hospital. You have grown so much, that I wish I could freeze time and keep you 3.

You amaze me everyday with your words and actions. You are very smart and the things you remember just astound me. You are the best big sister ever. You are always helping me with Gracie. You give her lots of love when she needs it. You help me with her diapers. You make her laugh. You make me laugh everyday. Your smile lights up the room and it makes my heart bigger. Hannah, you are just a wonderful little girl. Everyday I try to tell you how awesome you are.

I want you to know as you grow,some days may be hard. You might find a task frustrating and no fun. Kids may tease you and hurt your feelings. Some days might be a real downer. You never have to worry because mommy will always be here for you. I love you so much and you never have to question that. You have made my life wonderful. I am a better person because of you.

I love when you sing to me and dance. I love when you tell silly jokes to make me laugh. You fill me up when you tell me that I am the best mommy. I love holding your hand when we take walks outside. You are a great big helper.

Thank You my sweet B. I love you so much.

Love,

Mommy

Just Trying To Understand

2007-08-23T19:57:00.000-06:00

I realize as I write this I do have 2 beautiful girls. They are the light of my life and the reason I get up every morning. I am grateful everyday to have them in my life. They make me laugh,smile and cry sometimes.

I am just overwhelmed with a lot of things right now. It's seems I can't catch a break. Someone please explain to me how I have Endometriosis and a large cyst on my right ovary. I thought having 2 kids would take care of this. I am in pain everyday and it never lets up. I am just tired from all this,again I feel overwhelmed.

I wanted to write this for a couple of reasons. First, I want to look back in a couple of years while I am nursing my 3rd baby and tell myself I am a wiener. Second , there are no good posts because by the time the girls are asleep I am wiped out. So when my pity party ends you all will see a better Red Headed Mommy.

So this is what I am dealing with and I hope you all understand.

p.s. Gracie has 1 new phrase,"no mommy" Great(with a sigh)

Okay, So I Am Slow

2007-08-04T21:30:00.000-06:00

My life is really busy these days. Work is crazy and I can't wait to come home to be with the girls.

I did it I enrolled Hannah in Preschool. I can't believe that she is starting school. She is really excited about it too. I told her that I went to that preschool too. I also mentioned that her Memom was a teacher there also. She just gets a big smile on her face. She is really ready for this big milestone. I am not sure that I am. I feel like I just had her yesterday. We will see as the days come.

Gracie is so funny these days. He vocab is getting better. She likes to make people laugh. Everything lately is Mommy mommy mommy!!!! She gets upset if I leave her. She is a real luv bug. When she is ready for bed she is ready. Give her a bottle and change her diaper quick or you have some drama .

I start my teaching in September. I am really excited about that. I love to teach young people. I want them to know how important Christ is in their life. My heart is so there sometimes I think the teenagers see me with 2 heads. Whatever it takes for them to love him. I feel really good these days. The doctor's told me to go back to being a mom and wife. That there is really nothing to worry about. So I think I will!!!!!

Well, my husband turned 39 on Friday. I made him a fab meal. He wanted apple pie for his cake. So apple pie he got.

Well I am going to go have a piece of it. I will write more later!!!

I'm Back!!!!! And Feeling Thankful!!!!

2007-07-15T21:12:00.000-06:00

I have to write first that my Mother,my mother in law and husband you all the best. I could not have gotten through this ordeal without you. You took care of me and my beautiful girls.

Dean, when the doctors said that maybe it was a stoke. All I could think of was not being here for you and the girls. I know somehow you would survive because you are a awesome father. You tell me all the time how you need me and I can't imagine not being here for you. Thank you for holding my hand and kissing my head when I was at my worst. You organized the girls to where they needed to be. You got their clothes packed. You never rolled your eyes you just did what you needed to do. You continue to amaze me and I love you so much. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I love you so much.

Mom, thank you for keeping the girls being at the hostpital and running around like a crazy person.
I will never forget the horrible pain I was in and I just asked for you and you came to my side. You rubbed my head like you did when I was younger. You never left my side unless to take care of Hannah and Gracie. Thank you for letting me cry when things were frustrating. I love you so much. I am looking forward to dinner next week just you and I.

Stella, you treat me like your own. You give our girls such great love and care. I can always count on you. I love you so much thank you for everything.

Hannah and Gracie I am so sorry that mommy was away. I know you missed me . I am back and I missed you both so much. Mommy loves you!!!!

So The Part Where My Head Explodes!!!

2007-07-08T17:06:00.000-06:00

This will be real quick!!!! I woke up Monday of last week with 104.5 fever with the worst headche ever. Dean took me to the Er under advisement of my PCP.

After many tests (spinal tap,) every x ray in the world. They first thought I had a stroke then now possibly some form of mennigitis. Now it's a little bit of both. Needless to say I won't go back to that hostpital again.

I feel like my brain has been fried. Somehow I remembered to write to you all. So I will be at the doctor's a lot this week. If you have my phone number call me because there probaly won't be a lot of internet action this week.

So Much To Tell

2007-06-17T22:34:00.000-06:00

Well I had my kidney stone removed last Wednesday. I am in some pain from the stint that is in my kidney and bladder. It is in for a week so I can heal properly. I spent 2 days at my mom and dads with the girls. My mom took care of Hannah and Gracie so I could rest. I feel fine as long as I am taking pain meds. The girls are easy but I still have to take it easy.

Saturday my friend Lori and I took the 3 year olds to see Shrek 3. We had a good time. It was Hannah's first movie in the theater. She love the soda and popcorn. Then we took the kids and did father's day shopping. Dean got his presents as soon as we came home. Hannah walked in and said ,"Daddy we got you books and shirts and a hat".

The movie and all the walking tired me out. So Dean let me go to bed earlier. I was just wiped out.

This morning I slept in because I was really hurting. If you have noticed Dean has been just the best about me resting.

I surprised Dean this afternoon and told that we had reservations at Sabatino's with our friends Lori and her husband Pat. We even took the kids and that went well. Sabatino's is our special place. We had our first date,got engaged and had our wedding rehearsal dinner there. It's in Little Italy in downtown Baltimore. Then I braved it and we walked around the Harbor. So we really had a good day. Hannah and Gracie were so much fun. They gave their daddy lots of lov'n. I was reminded again why I want so many kids. My husband is a awesome dad and a wonderful husband. Ask Gracie she thinks he's the best.

Gracie is having word explosion to the max. She is talking up a storm. She has learned where her eyes,ears,and nose is. She even says it too. She calls her blankie and binky her bappy. She woke up the other morning and pointed to her bottle and said,"ba bott". She is not afraid to stand up to Hannah. I have seen some pushing. She says,"hi " the cutest way. Gracie is so lovable and sensitive. She likes to wrap her arms around your neck and hug you. I think that is my favorite. When Gracie poops in her diaper she squats and says eeewww!!. A lot of things she says,"uh oh" about. Mostly when she drops her bappy. I am just loving this age.

Well, Hannah is being a true 3 year old. She is definitely a Mama's girl. She follows me every where I go. Her hair is so long that she really loves to have it braided or a ponytail. She is becoming more of a big girl everyday. Sometimes it's tough but she really is smart. Hannah has the most lovable and concerned side yet . All week she has said," Mommy am I making you feel better"? Dean raised his voice to me and she was quick to say ,"guys guys guys let's talk nicely,no fighting okay." Dean and I felt really bad about that. Hannah is very protective of Gracie lately and acts like a little mother. Sometimes I have to step in and correct Hannah for correcting Gracie. Hannah amazes me everyday with her actions and her words.

One thing is for sure. Being a parent is hard work but Hannah and Gracie make easier on some of the hard days. Some days my my heart runneth over and I thank God for allowing me to be a mother. What a wonderful gift by God.

Hope everybody is well!!!! Pictures to come.

Updates

2007-06-01T20:39:00.001-06:00

On top of my endometriosis, I have 3 kidney stones. The 2 kidney stones are in my right kidney and I am literally passing the other right now.

The surgery for the endometriosis is being put on hold. I am having lithotripsy done to remove the stones. Then after I recover from that I will have surgury for the endometriosis. My plan is to get pregnant very soon after all this.
Dean, has been a big support through all this. I really don't know where I would be right now without him.

So anyway everything in my house is going pretty smooth. Hannah and Gracie are just getting so much cuter everyday.

Gracie pointed to a picture of Elmo and said "Ego". It was so adorable I just laughed really hard. Hannah is so smart that I have to really watch what I say sometimes. She doesn't miss a beat.

Dean is busy with work. He comes home exhausted but he has been a big help with the girls.

I am reading a lot of good books lately. You all have to check out the book by Jodi Piccoult "My Sister's Keeper". It is a real page turner. I read as much as I can. I have 3 other books that are on my list. I will let you know what I think when I am done.

Next Wednesday is my Father's swearing in at the State House. We all are very excited to be there with him.

Well the pain medicine is kicking in I think I will go to bed now. I will post more later.

Just Busy

2007-05-30T20:16:00.000-06:00

Sorry it's been so long ! I have been extremely busy with what life throws at you.

I am having surgery in a couple weeks. I can't take the pain anymore. So my GYN is going in and lazering the Endometriosis. I am in a lot of pain and not much energy.

I have really big news in my family. Remember the post about my father last July. Well he has been asked to be the Superintendent of the Maryland State Police. Our Governor called and he accepted with great honor. He will be leaving his postion as the Baltimore County Police Chief.

He has really worked hard in his life and this is a honorable acheivement. We are jumping for joy in our house.

If you already don't know I adore my father. He is a awesome father,husband and Grandfather.

Good job Dad!!! we love you.

The girls are keeping me busy. I will do some updates as soon as I can. For now I wanted you all to know about my Dad.

Blankie!!!

2007-04-28T22:35:00.000-06:00

Scene- Me opening the car door. Trying to find my wallet while holding Gracie.

Gracie see her blue and white blankie that has been in car for the past 2 days.

Gracie- (in her high pitched voice-sometimes) "Hi, ba ba". and pointing to her blankie.

So all night she held her blankie and called it "Ba Ba".

It was so cute.

What Gracie Says!!!

2007-04-27T20:48:00.000-06:00

She had a fever last night.104.8 . In her sad little baby voice ma ma.

I sing OLD Mcdonald she sings E I E I O.

MY mom says Grace it is spelled G R A C E Gracie sings E I E I O!!

Dean left the other day for a meeting. He looks at Gracie after she recked the house. Gracie, please be good for mommy. She says NO No!!!

Apple- bappa

Hannah - a nah

yeah!!!!!!

holds her arms out and says "all Ga wn"

So that is what Gracie is saying lately.

Gone To The Zoo!!!!! The Maryland Zoo!!!

2007-04-21T19:37:00.000-06:00

My favorite part of the Zoo!!!!! It was a beautiful day!!! I had my 3 favorite girls with me. Beth is a great help with the girls. It also helps that she loves the zoo. It was just a beautiful day.

I hope you enjoy the pictures!!!!

Hannah enjoying the Giraffes!!!

" Hey, Ma can I eat it?"

That's a Rhino!!!!

That is a Porcupine "Ouch" Hannah said,"watch your butt"

Hannah and MiMi(a.k.a. Beth) Hannah's namesake and my best friend.

Gracie hugging her blankie!! Don't you wanna squeeze the sweetness out of her. She also said "hi" to all the animals. It was just adorable.

Hannah

2007-04-17T22:40:00.000-06:00

Setting
Hannah was on the porch. We (Dean and I) were leaving for work.

Me: "Hannah, look there is your kitty cat".

Hannah: "mommy she's so cute"

Me: "she was waiting for you".

Hannah: "oh, Mommy where did the kitty go"

At this point the cat ran away

Me:" I don't know Hannah"

Hannah: "It went back to Pet Smart".

Doing Some Spring Cleaning!!!

2007-04-16T20:57:00.000-06:00

It is spring and it's time to change and adjust. I have things on my mind that just have to get done.

1. I am gonna stop complaining and fix the problem.

2. I am going to let certain things go and understand sometimes things don't work out.

3. My house is going to be spotless.

4. We are remodeling our house.

5. Hannah will be potty trained by June.

6. I am going to loose a lot of weight.

7. I am going to walk more in my neighborhood.

8. I am going to cook more.

9. I am going to enroll Hannah for school.

10. My husband and I are going to go away.

11. spend more time with my Mom.

12.spend more time with my husband's sister and new husband.

13. go to church more.

14.love more

15. forgive more

16. laugh more.

MyThankful List

2007-04-14T22:35:00.000-06:00

I haven't written my thankful list in a long time so I thought I would post one. I will try and keep up!

1. my parents they are always there for Dean and I. They are good people and they work hard.

2. My mother in law. She has a big heart,with a lot of room for her kids and grand kids. I love her like my mother. She has great advice and takes good care of our girls.

3. Hannah and Gracie, they take away all my anxiety from life and work. I love them so much I don't know what I would do without them.

4. Hannah's singing, she sings all the time and it's beautiful.

5. Gracie, her goofiness is so funny. Dean pointed out that her personality is really shinning. I think she will be the comedian in the family.

6. My list pf projects at the Home Depot that are going to get done this spring and summer.

7. For Dean, he has an amazing eye for beautiful things for the house. He also is very handy around the house. Most of the projects will be done by him. He is that good.

8. God, he is loving and forgiving and without him I couldn't survive.

9. Mandy Patinkin, his music puts me in a better place.(check him out)

10. For being alive and loving my life.

************* Challenge of the week******* Forgive somebody that you know,And ask God to change you heart to be better.

Hugs and Kisses

Updates And More #2

2007-04-09T20:36:00.000-06:00

Happy Easter My Bloggy Friends!!!!!

The Redheaded Family has been very busy!!!! We traveled all over Maryland and PA.to see family. I slept the whole time!!!!

In other news the girls had their well visits. The girls pediatrician I use to babysit for. So it's more of a get together and talk about her kids then mine.

Debbie(pediatrician) said Hannah is doing great. Gracie still has some issues but we are working with them. Everything all together is fine and beautiful.She looked at their ears and she said they were beautiful. I think it has something to do with the Zyrtec. Really,what do I know?

This morning I was changing Hannah's diaper to put on her pull up. She says,"Mommy I have Gas". I laughed so hard at 8:00 in the morning. She makes me laugh so much.

Gracie is having word explosion I think. She is trying to say a lot. You can really understand her too.

Dean suprised me with some tile in the kitchen. I love the tile and it's ceramic. I think it's the best one I have seen. The price is good also.

Nothing else to report here in the land of the Red Head.

Someone please comment!!1

I 'll Take Mental Health Day for $100

2007-04-06T21:51:00.000-06:00

So I really needed a haircut,bad. So bad that I have been wearing a ponytail for the last 4 weeks. Yeah, I know boring but there's no time.

So the wonderful husband stayed with the girl's so I could get my hair !*!@&@&^ chopped off. It was really supposed to be a trim but really when does the Hair Cuttery listen. So I was at the Mall with all the other crazy peoples. I decided to go to Macy's because I had birthday money and I was going to by some sassy work clothes. So now I have a cute hair cut and cool work clothes.

I have a big meeting at work so I want to impress. I shot off my mouth at work the other day so I want to make nice with the big guy.

So after my haircut I walked the Mall and realized I missed my girls so I went home. That was my morning to myself and it was wonderful.

So my little Gracie is really having a bad time with Eczema and Asthma. I feel so bad for her she just wants to walk around naked. Her little back has a big patch of eczema that she is very um comfortable. I got out my magic mixes out and hopefully she will be better soon. The doctor put her on Pulmicort once day for her asthma. It's really frustrating for her. It's like she knows that she needs her Albuterol. She hands me her mask and sure enough she is wheezing.

Not much going on with Hannah. Except that she amazes me everyday with something sweet. Turning 3 has really made her different. She has really grown up.

Well this post could have been great but my computer is going slower than a old lady driving in the pouring rain.

So I wish you a Happy Easter And Many Of God's Blessings. Easter Pictures to Come.

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!!!

2007-03-26T23:02:00.000-06:00

What I am grateful for,at the age of 30!!!!

1.my husband!

2. Hannah and Gracie

3. My friend Beth who knows that I am going through a tough time right now and came out this weekend to help me.

4. my friends

5. for God

6. some of my family.

7. the art of forgiveness

8. laughing and crying

9. loving even when it hurts

10. my wild side!!!

11. going to the Zoo when ever I want!!!

12. amazon.com

13. Red Robin

14. my 5 minute drive to work.

15. my boss

My next post is " What I have learned in 30 years!!!!!

Oh, feel free to wish me a Happy Birthday!!! Guarenteed my Husband didn't get me a gift and my family doesn't call.

This birthday gig sucks!!!!!!

I Have A Blog?!!!

2007-03-23T22:00:00.000-06:00

This is a picuture of Hannah 2 days old!!! Could you just fall in love? I did!!!!

Where have I been? I am not sure . I just know that there are not enough hours in the day.

Hannah and Gracie are just so much fun. I love my 4 days off with them. Some days Dean is off also and we get to all play together.

Hannah turned 3 on the 16th. She had a great birthday and got a lot of cool girly things. Her favorite gift I think was her bike from my inlaws. She just sits on it and waits for me to help her .She is just amazing and smart. We started a behavior chart because I was tired of raising my voice. She is responding to it and listening better. I think she gets the idea because she is really doing well with it.

Potty training is a dead issue. I don't know why but she refuse to do it. I think I need 4 daYS off together and maybe it will happen.

She asks to pray every night and she thanks God for everybody we know. I am really proud of that. She is loving and kind and she will woo you with her personality. She has accomplished a lot in 3 years and I am so proud.

Gracie girl, she cracks me up. Tell her that she needs her diaper changed. She goes to the closet and gets a diaper and brings it to you. She taught herself how to go up and down the stairs. She does it well. She started saying Ma ma! It melts my heart every time. Tonight Hannah asked to pray and Gracie folded her hands. She's not saying many words but she does communicate what she wants. Ask Gracie if she is hungry she will nod her head to say "yes". She will out eat her sister any time of the day. With Gracie's asthma we found out that she is allergic to milk. She is on Zyrtec and nigh and the Nebulizer once a day. Poor little baby!!! She is doing well I think with all the changes.

I am doing well,thank you. I am busy at work and exhausted after 3 12hour days. I am meeting some wonderful people and making some friends. Don't worry I love you!!!!

I am in a lot of pain all the time and hoping that Lupron fixes the problem.

Spring is coming and can't wait to be outside more with the girls. We are going to N. Carolina in May and I am so excited. I can't for the girls to see the beach.

I am sure that I am missing something but I promise to fill you in more. It's late and I think I should go to bed.

Be Back Soon!!!!

Just So Darn Happy!!!

2007-03-01T00:22:00.000-05:00

Do you like my new look? do ya do ya!!!!

Is it wrong that I love my job and after 4 days of being off I can't wait to go back? I love my girls, you all should know that by now. I just love the people that I work with. I am exhausted by the 10Th hour but I am happy.

I love coming home in the evening and the girls are bonkers excited to see me. I can hear from my car "mommy is home". I just love hearing those words. I don't like hearing from my husband "Hannah didn't listen to me at all" She is in the terrible 2's need I say more.

In other news the girls are adapting to my work schedule. Hannah is very excited to know that I am off. However she is not happy when I go back to work. Hannah sings all the time; like she sings to tell us what she is doing next. It's really the cutest thing.

Gracie girl,oh I don't think she could get any cuter. She is so lovable and sweet. She always has a smile on her face. She really likes to laugh and be tickled. She wants to be kissed all the time. I was teaching her some sign language. She is confused so when I say I love you Gracie, she will blow a kiss. She adores her daddy and Hannah. She walks up to Hannah and says "hi" then Hannah hugs her and then you heart Gracie say "Aw". It's so funny!!!

Dean, I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of him. He is up again for another promotion. He is wowing his superiors. He comes home from a long day and is very helpful. I am having some health problems and he is taking over with the girls. He has been making dinner every night and lets me go to bed early. I love him so much!

I would like to clarify something. This crazy person who I have made my blog private. She said some horrible mean things to me and my husband. They are unforgivable hateful things. I am a forgivable person but do not insult my husband or my parenting skills. Especially when your kids are monsters and don't have any manners. Enough said on the "crazy person" in my family.

The girls and I are spending the day with my mother. My dad has to work all day so we are going to keep her company. You locals don't go to the Zoo is going to be crowded this weekend.

Crazy People!!!

2007-02-24T18:38:00.000-05:00

Due to a certain member in my family going crazy that I have a blog and needed to tell me that I am crazy. I have decided to make this invite only. So there!!!

I am sorry you all have to go through all this to read my blog. Please stay with me and be patient. I love you all and would be sad if you left me.

Life is going well. The girls are keeping me busy. I love work and everything else very very busy.

So what have you all been up to? Please tell!!!! Hug and kisses!!!

Just Some Thoughts

2007-02-14T16:50:00.000-05:00

I miss R*Belle. She made me laugh a lot.

I had fun the other day with Erin and Ben.
Hannah is very difficult to take to the store.

It's mighty cold out!!!! The wind is pretty wild.

I love the watch my husband bought for me for Valentine's Day. It really beats the moose munch bar I got him. I feel like an Ass.

I think I am addicted to simple pleasures by Tide. I wonder if they have a group for those kinds of addictions.

Gracie has such a sweet personality.

I wonder where KelliBelly is? She hasn't called me back.

I miss my parents their in California for business.

The girl's have to many toys!!

So does anybody else have some crazy thoughts? Please share!!!!

I Love It !!!!

2007-02-07T18:30:00.000-05:00

So I started my new job, I love it!!!!! I work 3 twevle hour days and have 4 days off. How awesome is that?!! I get a discount and the people are great. It's a pharmacy chain you all have heard of. I started today, I just feel really good about it.

In other news Gracie has been diagnosed with Asthma. So I haven't left the house in two weeks. I have been doing everything when Dean gets home.

Hannah might have to have tubes in her ears. I am not worried about it, I have gotten some names for good doctors.

I am really looking forward to being home more. I have had a really good time being with Hannah and Gracie. They are doing such great things lately that I have been relieved to be home.

I start teaching again this weekend. I am very excited about that. I have so much to be thankful for.

Dean is doing really with everything. He won $1,000 at work. Something about great customer service. I am so proud of him,I love that man.

Remind me to tell you the Nun story about Gracie. It's really really funny.

Oh, I went to the Gyn and my endometriosis is back. I don't understand how because didn't I just have a baby. So Dean and I have a lot decsions to make. Oh, we have made them it's just difficult to explain.

I am hanging out with my inlaws this weekend. I think it will be fun. Maybe I will take pictures.Actually I am at my in-laws now and we are having pizza. Gotta go !!!

Just A Day

2007-01-24T11:27:00.000-05:00

While some of you are writing about your first years of blogging. I will be saying goodbye to a job that I have loved for two years.The doors will be closing and we will say goodbye to all our customers. I have built a lot of good relationships in the two years of being here. I am sad today because tomorrow I will not get up and come to work. I am sad because tomorrow I will not do my morning routine of running around and trying to get to work on time. Tonight I will not lay my clothes out and pack the girls bags. I will miss this place I called my 2nd home. It has seen me through a lot; pregnancy,miscarriage, My kids first birthdays,my wedding anniversary and many other things. I will miss the two people that I worked day in day out with. Our daily conversations about lunch and whatever was going on in the world.

Tomorrow I will get up and start my day in my pajamas. Feed the girls their breakfast and get them dressed. The only major decsions will be where to go to lunch after Gracie's well visit. Oh, and the usual what's for dinner. I think I will enjoy my short time off with my kids.Hopefully I will find a job that I will like just as much. While I can I am going to have fun with my little girls. So if you don't here from me I will be knee deep playing with little people.

About Me!!!!

2007-01-17T10:39:00.000-05:00

Thanks to all my bloggy friends. Writing this is going to be fun.

1. How did I meet my Husband Dean?

I met him in a bar. We spotted each other from across the way. He came up to me we started to talk. I thought he was so sweet. He bought me a drink and we sat outside in the drizzle and talked for 2 hours. He remembered where I worked and after my rounds he brought me a bouquet of flowers. My grandfather had just died and he wanted to brighten my day. We have been together ever since and I love him more than words can say.

2. What is my dream vacation if I had all the resources?
When Dean and I got married we didn't go on a honeymoon. So my dream vacation would be somewhere warm with him. Where we could lay around and drink with no kids around. Reconnect as a married couple physically and emotionally. Maybe 1o days together would be my dream.

3. What would be my dream job?

I really love this question. I am really into baby gear and the safety and quality. I have done so much research on the safest and best products. I read about all recalls. I would love to start a business that would help first time mom's and dad's plan what they need. It's so overwhelming to go shopping and pick what you need. I would keep their registry on file with receipt's. Register their products to the company in case of recalls. Education is the most important when buying something. It's not about the trends or the cutsie stuff and mostly the cost. It is about the safety and durability of the product. Everything I own baby product wise has never had a recall. I have never worried about safety because I did the research.

I actually had a company ask me to be their consultant. It involved a lot of traveling and I just had Hannah. So it really wasn't the right timing.

Did you know the infant and toddler seats expire after 3 years. Check the exp. date. It is not safe to use anything after the 3 years. Only because of safety regulations.

4. What's the last movie I saw?
The last movie I saw in the Theater was "Ladder 49". The last movie on DVD was The "Devil Wears Prada" Great movie.

5. What do I do for a Living?
I work in Pharmacy retail. I miss the hostpital part. I would go back in a heartbeat.

6. Do I plan to have anymore children?
I would like 2 more babies. Dean and I are from big families. We thrive on chaos.

7. Tell us about your highschool boyfriend? (thanks Erin)

His name is Tom. We met on the bus in sophomore year. We were bestfriends and did everything together.He saw me through some crappy stuff. When you love someone and things don't workout you try and let go. All I ever wanted for him was to be happy. He is married to a awesome girl who rocks the universe.I am thrilled she is my friend. Tom is happy, at that in a nutshell is what I wanted 11 years ago when we brokeup.Tom is married to Erin -the blog known as Tale of a Baby Human. They really are perfect for each other.

8. My favorite adult beverage?

It depends on my mood. If I am out to dinner with my husband a glass of Pinot Grigio. If I am with a group of people "sex on the beach" on "Smirnoff Ice".

9. One thing I am good at?

Meeting people and being comfortable. My husband says people are drawn to me.

10. One thing I am bad at?

Being pregnant. I get so sick and end up in the hostpital a lot. I can't leave out I am a horrible housekeeper.

11. Bikini, brief, thong or commando? LOLSexy brief!!! Gotta be comfortable at all times.

Really, What Do You Want To Know?

2007-01-15T12:08:00.000-05:00

I got this idea from Jamie. Five things you don't know about me. I am sure you all are at the edge of your seats. So I am thinking something different.

How about some things you want to know about me. Leave a question in the comment section and I will answer them all in one big post. I think it will be fun. Ask away!!!

This questionnaire will end Jan 17. So please participate. If you don't I will think nobody wants to know anything about me. Then I will feel like a looser. So please ask me something.

2007-01-14T18:42:00.000-05:00

Dinner!!

2007-01-10T22:11:00.000-05:00

Sisters

My New Lamp!!!!

2007-01-09T21:00:00.000-05:00

My husband suprised me with a Tiffany Lamp. It's not going to stay in the middle of the room. I just wanted to show you all, my present. It matches the living room perfectly. It has made my week. It has been a not so great new year. I think he was trying to make me smile......and he did.

I have to go and kiss my husband now!!!!

Wait...... Do you like it?

Thankful Sunday Cause Mondays Are To Busy!

2007-01-07T19:28:00.000-05:00

1. for my friends being there for me this week.

2. Hannah's pediatrician she's just good.

3. My friend Mark for being a good friend. He also doesn't get bored with my kid stories.

4. My dad letting Hannah and I come see him at work even when he is busy.

5. My friend Donna and her husband Adam. They came over with their kids Jacob and Ava; Saturday night and it was great fun.

6. The way Gracie smiles when I walk in the door.

7. My husband just making me smile when I feel low. I love that man of mine.

8. Jamie for reminding me to be grateful for my friends.

9. For my parents who have been so helpful with my girls.

10. Thankful Hannah loving my favorite movie "Annie". She knows most of the words.

11. Thankful for God, he has a plan for me that makes me love and trust him more everyday.

My Sweet Sweet Hannah

2007-01-05T14:59:00.000-05:00

Hannah has been watching a lot of Annie the Musical. She looks at me and says,"I love you Miss Hannigan". That's a bad sign right?

We were coming upstairs she was in front of me I paused for a minute she looks at me and says "come on Mommy you can do it".

Then yesterday she tried taking My friend Mark's credit card to go to Toys R'US. She even pointed to where the store was.

I love my Hannah Girl!!!!

100 Things About Me revised edition

2007-01-04T22:30:00.000-05:00

1. I have red hair
2. I have blue eyes
3. I am 29 while I write this post.
4. I have a older brother and sister.
5. My mom and I look a lot alike.
6. Gracie looks just like me when I was a baby.
7. My background and career is pharmacy.
8. My favorite food is a cheesesteak sub with everything on it.
9. I met my husband at a bar.
10. I am not a big drinker.
11. I remember everybody's face and name.
12. I love perfume.
13. I love thunderstorms.
14. My husband says I am a good shopper.
15. I have 6 babystrollers.
16.My husband and I had our first date, got engaged,had our wedding rehearsal at the same place.
17.I drive a Black Ford Explorer.
18. I love my SUV
19. I used to teach aerobics.
20. Walking the girls in the double stroller is now my excercise.
21. I sang in the honors choir in highschool.
22. I was diagnosed with endometriosis in 10th grade.
23. Since then I have had 5 surgeries and 2 babies.
24. Holding my husband's hand makes me feel better.
25. In 2 years we want to renew our wedding vowels.
26. I am very afraid of heights.
27. I love going to church............Alone.
28. My grandfather's death brought me back to the church.
29. I really want a black Labrador retriever.
30. Our wedding song is "Have I Told You Lately That I Love You".
31. The band that played at our wedding was playing the night we met.
32. My wedding was the best wedding I ever went to.
33. We never went on a honeymoon.
34. I've been to Ireland.
35. I have a Rosary from Pope John Paul II who gave it to Cardianl K he gave it to me so I would remember my faith.
35. Mary Grace is named after the Blessed Mother
36. Hannah's name came from the bible, read the story of Hannah and Samuel and you will understand.
37.I love shopping for baby stuff.
38.I make an awesome meatloaf.
39. Mandy Patinkin makes my heart melt.
40. My favorite TV show is Greys Anatomy.
41.I love taking naps.
42. I am a magazine junkie.
43. My girls make me smile after a long day.
44. I love to sit with my kids and play toys.
45. My favorite movie is "When A Man Loves A Women". I saw it in highschool I cried like a baby.
46. I got a baby bjorn carrier for $2.00 once at a yard sale never used.
47.I love my double stroller.
48. I worked once at a soup kitchen in highschool it made me sad I never went back.
49. I used to give speeches for various church groups on the power of prayer.
50. I met Bertice Berry once I had to pick her up at the Airport. She was a lot of fun to be with.
51. When I was a senior in highschool my father chaperoned a trip to NYC we had a great time. He new the place like the back of his hand.
52. When I was in highschool my father and I went to Hershey Park just the two of us. He taught me how to close my eyes and put my arms in the air for the roller coasters.
53. I can walk to Target from my house.
55. I love Target it's my happy place.
56. I love Chinese food.
57. I love to read.
58. I have great chilhood memories.
59. When I was in highschool my senior year we had a bomb threat.
60.I have done a lot of research on baby gear and other accessories.
61.I love love love Babies R Us.
62. My husband does an awesome taco night.
63. I love to make meatloaf.
65. I have a Dyson and love to vacuum.
66.I would like to have 2 more kids.
67.I am having a hard time thinking of other things about me.
68. SO I will stop.
* I am really trying to come up with more stuff about me.*
69. My friend MArk told me to continue 100 things about me.
70. I have a friend named Mark he knows too much about me. Actually he could write this list.
71.I am a good shopper.
72. I try to be a good friend.
73.I hate mice.
75. I love lipstick.
76 Giving Hannah and Gracie tubbies(bath time)love it.
77.The feeling when I lay down in bed after a long day.
78.I do not like to talk about politics.
79.I believe everybody should have healthcare.
80. I think electricity is a nesscity not a privalge.
81.I can get really irriatated with stupid people.
82.There is nothing like a good pair of pj's at night.
83.I love to sing in the car.
84.I hate running late.
85.I really have a problem with that.
86.I been to Ireland.
87. It is really green there.
88. Guiness tasted better there too.
89. I want 4 kids.
90. I love big familys
91. Christmas is my favorite holiday with my family.
92.My Hannah is the first girl born in 18 years on my side of the family.
93.Hey look I am at 93
94. I really can't wait for this list to be over.
95. I have just started to like coffee.
96. I really get awful migraines.
97. my husband thinks I'm pretty.
98. I make my husband smile.
99. Dean knows how to push my buttons.
100. This list was hard.

What A Day!!

2007-01-04T21:50:00.000-05:00

On my way to Lunch at the Red Robin I called work to talk to my boss about something. So I found out today that the company I work for is shutting down their Pharmacy Department. So I amd out of a job in three weeks.
So I ask for your good thoughts and prayers that I soon find another job. I have some leads already so hopefully it will be alright.

I had lunch with a good friend today. Marc took me and Hannah to lunch. He cheered me up and it was a fun time. The Red Robin has the best burgers in the world. So thank you Mark for being there for me today. You always know what to say.

Hannah had another high fever. I thought it was her toe because she stubed it the other day. It was purple and didn't look good. So after lunch I took her to the Doctor and she has another ear infection. Yeah for me.

So I had a really great post about my New Year's hopes. I am now not in the mood. So maybe later.

Anyway I leave you with a picture of Hannah and Mark. He came for breakfast one morning for a church meeting. He is the reason I love youth ministry and want to teach. He is a great leader and friend. Mark thanks so much you rock!!!

2006-12-29T21:45:00.000-05:00

Me having fun!!! I also got to have adult conversation.

Smile

2006-12-29T21:38:00.000-05:00

This is my cousin Leeann up from Houston Texas. She came to represent part of our family. She and I had fun drinking and dancing. Loved being with her. Hate seeing her go back to Texas. So I guess I should plan a trip to Texas.

2006-12-29T20:58:00.000-05:00

My cousin's wedding what a great time!!!

Just A Thought!

2006-12-28T17:20:00.000-05:00

Does Anybody watch Criminal Minds on Wednesday Nights? Mandy Patinkin is the main star of the show.

I have this complete crush on him. I have seen him in concert 5 times. I have all his music.

So this is my question. Is it wrong that I got jealous when he was kissing a women on the show last night. I got really upset. Just wondering. I have dreams of him and I singing on stage to the song "One Small Voice". I heart Mandy Patinkin.

That's all for now.

What's Gracie Doing Now That She Is One?

2006-12-27T15:38:00.000-05:00

She is walking and non stop. My dad calls her Frankenstein because of the way she walks. I think she is very adorable.

Gracie says all the time "Da da da da da" sometimes it's "hi dada".

She waves hi

Loves fish sticks thanks to my awesome friend Donna who had us for dinner last week. Gracie loved them I think she swallowed them whole.

She pushes Hannah away to get to me.

Loves to climb on her cousin Tiernan she laughs so hard.

She loves Tang Juice.

Gracie plays very well by herself. She got a lot of new toys for Christmas and she is having so much fun.

Ask Gracie what a kitty cat says she will say her version of "meow". It's so funny.

Gracie will walk up to you and give you a hug. Oh and she waves too.

Thinks Hannah is the best.

Gosh I love that baby

Happy Birthday MaryGrace!!!!!

2006-12-23T23:42:00.000-05:00

MaryGrace Happy 1st Birthday!! We love you so much

The Post That Makes Me Sound Like A B%^

2006-12-22T10:34:00.000-05:00

Dear stupid people at the mall,

All I have to say is Gracie was dressed in pink and red. She had a pink pacifier and
pink blanket. So please explain it to me why people said she was a cute little boy. Does Gracie look like a boy to you? Cause last time I checked she resembles a girl.If you think differently than that's fine. Just don't get offended when I give a glare and walk away.

Thank You,

The Offended Mommy

at least 10 people came up to Gracie and said what a cute little boy I'm not happy.

It's Just Going To Be One Of Those Day's

2006-12-19T10:28:00.000-05:00

My morning started at 6:30 am when Gracie decided she was ready to be up for the day. Hannah who was woken up from Gracie had a meltdown. Hannah went back to sleep,thank God. Okay that's the first part of my morning.

I got ready for work did the usual hair,makeup,stressed. As I was coming down the stairs I slipped and fell down a flight of stairs. I am not kidding I really did. I am 29 years old I thought I was over the falling down the stairs. Dean yelled whoa!! and scared the crap out of Gracie.

So now I am in a lot of pain and can't wait to go home. If Ibuprofen doesn't work I'm hit'n the hard stuff.

Good Grief!!!!!!

Christmas And Sweet Girls

2006-12-15T22:09:00.000-05:00

That was a really hard picture to take-on the steps!!
I love when Gracie does that!!
My best Friend and Hannah's Mimi and namesake.
Here are pictures from the last few days!
My beautiful Christmas Tree.
!!

Whole Lotta Stuff Part 2

2006-12-13T10:00:00.000-05:00

Where have I been? Going Crazy that's where.

Both girls have ear infections in their left ear. It was very traumatic for both girls. Gracie screamed bloody murder as the doctor cleaned her ear out. Hannah started crying because Gracie was so upset. I smiled only because Hannah is so protective of her sister.

Then they irrigated Hannah's ear. She stopped crying after she realized it did not hurt.

Work is getting really busy because of the cold and flu season.

Hannah is just getting so independent. She can put her coat on by herself. She is also very helpful around the house.

Gracie is mastering climbing the stairs. She likes to climb the stairs when I am not looking. She shakes her head "no" when I find her.

Hannah ,Gracie and I got to have dinner with my mom last night. My dad was working really late. We had so much fun with her. She is such a good mom and Memom. We love her so much.

Do you know that this post has taken me 3 hours to write. I am so busy at work I am writing in between patients.

So I guess I should go.

I will post some pictures soon promise.

Thursday night Hannah Gracie and I are going to see the Nutcracker. My two nephews are in the play. This should be entertaining.

Crazy Gracie And Hannah

2006-12-08T17:51:00.000-05:00

Bucket head

Nothing like pots and pans. We call her Bucket Head

It's A Full House

2006-12-05T19:11:00.000-05:00

We have two extra kids in our house!!!! Dean and I couldn't be happier.

Come to our house we'll feed you and leave spoiled.

My friend Carrie's mother is in the Hostpital so her kids are with us. I love it!!!!!

Thankful Monday

2006-12-04T11:05:00.000-05:00

My father dropping by at my house to see me,Hannah and Gracie on his way home from a funeral. It was the highlight of my day.

Seeing Hannah and Gracie play together.

Hannah telling me "you so pretty mama".

Seeing my fathers face when I ordered sex on the beach mix drink Saturday night.Priceless

Sleeping in on Sunday!!

Gracie touching my face as she falls asleep in my arms.

To know that Gods plan is not always ours. I am okay with that.

For my bloggy and Maryland friends for being there for me this week.

Gracie seeing Dean and saying,"hi da da". I melt every time.

Curling up with Hannah in my bed and reading her a book.

What are you thankful for?

Whole Lotta Stuff!

2006-11-29T11:18:00.000-05:00

I haven't posted lately because life is hectic. Hannah and Gracie are running me crazy.Oh, how I love them!!!

Thanksgiving was fun but uneventful. We have a mouse in the house.

I got some news the other day and I am working through it.Timing is everything!!

Work is busy;we got a new computer system-good times!!!!

Hannah is slowly potty training. I am very excited about that.

Gracie is really trying to walk!!! Watch out

That is my life right now!!! I'll be back soon.

Thankful Monday

2006-11-20T13:23:00.000-05:00

Gracie is doing so much better!!! She is back to her tricks!!!

For my mother who didn't leave my side at the hostpital.

My pediatrician who really takes care of my girls.

Hannah being so good during Gracie's ordeal.

Hannah and Gracie for being so cute!!!!

Naptime!!!!

Friends and family!!!!

Falling asleep on the couch last night.

Just being alive!!!

What are you Thankful for?

Gracie Girl!!!

2006-11-16T15:05:00.000-05:00

Hi Everyone!!!

Well Gracie is home and her fever broke last night around 10:00pm. The prelims of the bloodwork came back negative. We will know more in a couple days. So that is the good news. The bad news is the red flag is still up and it won't come down for a couple of more days.

Gracie just started to want to eat. I thought she was feeling better this morning when she saw her bottle and went crazy. She then sucked down 80z very quickly. As I write this she is sleeping soundly in her crib. She is in good spirits and is very clingy.

I however am just so blessed by God. My maternal instinct went off Tuesday night and new right away something is not right. This makes my faith sronger and my love for God stronger.

I want to Thank You all from the bottom of my heart. I have never felt so much support ever. You all amaze me and I will love you all forever. I really believe that we this bloggy circle are meant to know eachother. Thank You for the prayers and wanting to know more about my Gracie girl. She and I share a special bond and I love her so much. I told the pediatric nurse that anything happened to my girls you can count me out of anything.

You all are my friends and thank you for excepting me in your circle. I can't say Thank You enough. Please know that I hold you all in high regards.

As you all know Mary Grace is named after the Blessed Mother. So this is the prayer I said over and over again.I think she heard me.We say this in the Catholic Church.

Hail Mary Full Of Grace
The Lord Is With Thee
Blessed Art Thou Among Women
And Blessed Is The Fruit Of Thy Womb Jesus
Holy Mary Mother Of God Pray For Us Sinners
Now And At Thee Hour Of Our Death

Amen

Thanks Fr. Gerry for helping me.

Just so everybody knows, this was my prayer to get me through. I will never push religion on anyone. I didn't want anybody to be turned off by this post.

Mary Grace

2006-11-15T10:31:00.000-05:00

Hi everyone

I took MaryGrace to the Doctor yesterday because she has had a fever since Sunday 104.2. She would be okay when she was on motrin but as soon as that wore off. It went back up to 104. Debbie(doctor) wanted me to take her to the Hostpital for blood work. Because of insurance they wouldn't take a stat order. So I said fine and I walked out. I called the on call person and was advised to take her to the Er. The Er at this hostpital has ER just for peds.

So here I am waiting results. I am praying like crazy that everything will be okay. So I will keep you all posted.

Thank You everybody that knows so far for the hugs and support.

Amanda

2006-11-14T20:11:00.000-05:00

gracie hostpital

A Hannah Funny

2006-11-14T10:53:00.000-05:00

Hannah comes up to me with a comb and says(in a high pitched voice) "I'm Shell and I am going to do your hair".

My sister Michele owns a hair salon. I recently took Hannah to get her hair cut there. I called and told my sister. She thought that was funny.

Just wanted to share with everybody!!!!!!!!

Thankful Mondays

2006-11-12T19:51:00.000-05:00

My parents making a anniversary dinner for me so I wouldn't be alone while Dean was working. Dean works late every Wednesday.

Coming home to see a dozen roses from my husband sitting on the kitchen table.

Gracie falling asleep in my arms.

Gracie saying "hi" went I enter the room.

Hannah loving pizza!!! "mommy this pizza is really good I like it".

My new reading glasses!!!

Hannah not crying after her flu shot.

Having lunch with my husband and holding his hand across the table.

Meeting kellibelly she is so nice.

Having dinner with my family in Downtown Baltimore. My sister turned 40!!!

My glass of wine and the 2 drinks to follow. I was good all night.

Seeing my sister have a good time.

Having such a wonderful family. They know how to party!!!

I got a new perfume it's called "Pure White Linen" by Estee Lauder"

What are you thankful for?

Have great week!!!!

Happy Birthday Sis!!!

2006-11-11T12:53:00.000-05:00

Happy birthday Sis! I hope you have a great day! You have done a good job taking care of yourself. I know the boys run you raged but you look great for being 40.

Thanks for being a awesome Sister and the coolest Aunt to Hannah and Gracie. We love you so much!!

Hannah will call you tomorrow!!

So We Meet!!!

2006-11-09T20:22:00.000-05:00

So let's just say Kellibelly is the coolest. She's sweet and funny. We really hit it off and our girls too. We have the same views as young mothers. I had a great time meeting a bloggy friend.

Dean and I took the girls for their flu shots. Then we went to Nordstrom Cafe for lunch it was yummy. Dean sent me a dozen red roses. It reminded me of the first days of dating. I just love that man of mine.

It was just a great day!!!!!!

News And Congrats!!!!!

2006-11-08T10:25:00.000-05:00

I first would like to say to my husband I am so glad that I married you. Happy Anniversary sweetness. I would be lost without you. I love you!!!!!!

Speaking of Anniversaries go over to Texasbelle and wish her and her husband a happy day.She wrote a awesome post about their wedding day. It's cool to have a bloggy friend with the same wedding date.

So most of you know Kelli Belly well she and I are meeting with the kids tomorrow. I am really nervous;what if I am not "cool enough". Just kidding!!! I really am looking forward to meeting Kelli. Our girls are the same age so I think it will be fun. I am going to take my camera so I can post some pictures.

In other news I am soooooooooooooooooo happpy about the election results.It felt good to vote.

So that's all I have to report. Have a great day!!!!

Thankful Monday

2006-11-06T11:07:00.000-05:00

Having lunch with Erin and Ben. Erin is such a good friend. We also like doing the same things.Like Babies R Us and Red Robin.

My new Tim McGraw CD. I love his music. I could listen the song "Live Like You Were Dying" over and over again.

Watching Gracie splash in the tub. Laughing as the water fills the tub.

Hannah taking my hand to into the family room so we can cuddle. Then she falls asleep in my arms. I just love that feeling.

Hearing laughter in the other room from two little girls that love their Daddy.

The sale at Giant on baby food!!! Saving money!!!

My mom coming over to watch the girls today. She comes every Monday and brings the girls something. Just knowing that my mom is watching the girls makes me happy.

Seeing Gracie put her arms out for her Poppop.

November 8th celebrating the day I said "I do" to my husband.

Reading comments from my bloggy friends. It's like Christmas!!!!!

What are you Thankful for?

299,999th Reason I Love My Husband

2006-11-04T13:30:00.000-05:00

He recognizes when I am tired and need a break. He said today when I get off at 1:30 to go home and take a nap. He will pick up the girls at 3:00.

Thanks Babe I love you!!!!!

Question and I Need To Vent About Parenthood

2006-11-01T16:08:00.000-05:00

Does anybody else feel so tired that a truck might have run them over? Cause that's the way I feel.

So I called Gracie's pediatrician,they seem to think something else is going on besides teething. So we agreed that she should be seen tomorrow.

I called Carters and told them about Gracie wearing the outfit. Customer service told me email a picture of her in the blue. They will send it to advertising. She wears enough Carters that I think they should see her in it.

I called home today to check on the girls. Hannah got on the phone and told me her eyes hurt. Then she said,"mommy come home and get me". I explained to her that I would be home soon. It so cool how she understands what I am saying. When I was walking out the door she said,"mommy kiss and hug one last time". I think she needs some one on one time with me. I really miss her when I am at work. She and I do so much together.

Last night she came and got in bed with us. I am sound asleep,she wakes me up and says,"Mommy,I trick or treat."

Usually Hannah is very stand offish with my father. She is like that with a lot of people. So we were all in the family room and she looks at my father and says,"I love you Terry." That put a big smile on my dads face.

One night last week we were saying the Lords Prayer. I finished with God Bless,Mommy,Daddy, Hannah and Mary Grace,Memom,Terry,Mommom and Poppop,amen. Hannah kept going. "God Bless Tiernan and Bailey and Brody. God Bless Aunt Shell(Michele)and Uncle Micheal.God Bless, Uncle Brian and Maddie,Lizzie,Olivia and Aunt Cath and Uncle Cake(Craig)". We let her finish and we were just speechless. Dean and I high-fived each other we were so proud.

I really try hard with the girls. I instill what I think is important. Hannah knows that family is important so is praying,and loving God. Being polite and thankful is also important. It's my job as a parent to make sure she follows through with these things.

I really believe that being a parent you need to be responsible. Know who your kids are playing with. I may work 35 hours a week but dammit parenting is hard work. Can I get an Amen? Dean and I make the rules and we set the boundaries.

Dean and I are really blessed. My parents and inlaws help with the girls. We work our schedules the best way we can. We make sure if we can help it, that nobody is with the girls longer then 4 hours.We try to make it that our days off are not the same. Somedays it's longer but we make up for it.

I want to look back on this blog when my kids get older. I want to say hey I did a great job. I want to remember how awesome my kids are.I also need to tell myself I am not a failure at anything.

Thanks I feel better now.

Hope everybody is well!!!

Trick Or Treat....... Smell My Feet!!!

2006-11-01T12:06:00.000-05:00

I am so tired I can't stand it. I have been up everynight with Gracie. She is going through a growth spurt and teething. She also has a fever and a gooey nose.

Hey Moms out there isn't that a sign that teeth are coming in?

Happy Halloween!!! We did celebrate. Hannah was Cinderella, Gracie was Carters model. Well, only because I didn't have the energy to dress her up. So I put on a new outfit by Carters. She looks so "Pretty in Blue".

We went to my parents house to trick or treat. The kids get the good candy in my parents neighborhood. Hannah went up to every house and said, "trick or treat". She walked for a long time. Gracie sat in the stroller and drank her bottle.

My sister,who is 10 years older than me looked so cute as "Little Miss Muffett". My adorable nephews who I could just hug and kiss all the time looked amazing took good care of Hannah during the walk. My husband reported that my one nephew helped Hannah up and down the stairs.

Here in Baltimore it was warm so it made a good night to trick or treat.

So it was a fun evening. The girls were asleep within minutes of leaving my parents house.

So that was our Halloween in a nut shell. When I get my energy back I will post more.

A Day At The Farm

2006-10-22T23:57:00.000-05:00

So this is my family!! I loved every minute of the weekend that we spent together. Hannah and I had fun together just girl time. We went on a hay ride and she loved it. She was so excited about everything that we did from the animals,looking at pumpkins and drinking cider. Hannah is full of love and she shows it everyday.

This weekend my heart is overfilled and I am so grateful to God for my beautiful family.

Hope you all had a good one too.

My Little Pumpkin

2006-10-22T23:18:00.000-05:00

Happy 10 months my sweet pumpkin. You and Hannah had so much fun at the farm today. You were so good watching your sister do all the activities.
I found out today that you really like apple cider donuts. You were all smiles when you were eating it.

So what can you do that is new this month. I ask you to give me a hug you put your head on my shoulder. You give the best open mouth kisses ever very slobbery. You get frustrated with Hannah and push her away.You still think she is the best no matter what. When I walk in the room you say "hi". You are getting better with people food. Your favorite book right now is "Good Night Moon". You can use your sippy cup really well. You love tang watered down!

Gracie, you get sweeter and sweeter by the day. You smile all the time and laugh more and more. I love you so much Thank You for giving me such happiness.

Love,
Mommy

2006-10-19T14:04:00.000-05:00

The Whole Group During Mass/ Godparents

2006-10-17T23:46:00.000-05:00

Mary Grace After Her Baptism

2006-10-17T23:20:00.000-05:00

It was such a fun day and very long. I had so much fun with my family. I just wanted you to see her in her dress. It's the same dress Hannah wore after her baptism.

P.S. I am teaching myself how to download pictures so bare with me.

Hey Erin are you proud?

Hannah and I are pooped after no nap

Please Tell Me Why......

2006-10-17T13:40:00.000-05:00

Why did I leave work during my lunch because I was cold to get a coffee at Starbucks. When it is 59 degrees outside and raining; now my coffee is cold.

Here in Maryland tommorrow is supposed to be 75 degrees. This is a problem because people are getting sick from this weather. I am just sick of this weather.

Please tell me why I was so hungry at 12:00 and ate my lunch early.

File this under I'm just sayin!!

Let's Pray...I Mean Play!!!

2006-10-16T14:11:00.000-05:00

Things that Hannah does that make me feel like a good mother:

Hannah playing with Fisher Price Mid-Evil Little People Castle starts reciting the "Lord's Prayer".

I think that was a proud mommy moment!

Thank You

2006-10-13T08:48:00.000-06:00

Thank You to all my bloggy friends for such nice well wishes and thoughts.

Dean is doing much better. He still gets headaches and a little sore but not as bad as it was.

I am so grateful he is okay. I can't imagine my life without him. I have hugged and kissed him a lot more. I am actually planning a getaway weekend for just the two of us. We soooooooooooooo need it!!!!

Gracie had her 9 month well visit. Gracie is 21.5lbs she has 4 teeth coming in. The pediatrician said I am doing a great job with her. I told her that Gracie is waving,clapping and doing so big. Gracie is also doing the sign for more. Gracie did the sign for Debbie(pediatrician) she was very impressed. Debbie still advised that I keep giving her Zantac if she is in distress. I can tell a difference when she hasn't had it for a while. Mama don't sleep at all.

Gracie has a new boyfriend. Brandon the triage nurse. Well Brandon is just so awesome. Brandon held Gracie for a minute and she wouldn't come back to me. Brandon also is very informative about the girls . He know his stuff and knows when to say come in. I can call him about anything pertaining to the girls and he calls me back. I could have tons of questions on the phone and he will answer them all.

So Brandon if you are reading this we heart you here at Readheaded Mommy Land. You are truly a blessing in our lives. Thanks for taking good care of the girls and me too. Thanks also for the 3 cases of formula....you rock.

You Title The Post

2006-10-09T08:17:00.000-06:00

I haven't posted anything lately because my life has been put on hold. That's the way that I feel really.

Thursday morning I was getting ready to walk out the door for a doctors appointment with the girls. My phone rang it was my mother in law. She told me I need to listen carefully. She proceeded to tell me that Dean couldn't get a hold of me. I find out that Dean was taken to the hostpital. He was at work and a 60lb dehumidifier hit him on his head and neck. According to my husband he saw stars and fell to his knees.

When I got to the hostpital(a.k.a. worst hostpital in the world) they didn't know where he was. I finally got to him he was on a board and had a neck brace on. His response was " this is no big deal you didn't have to come". So the usual protocols were done. Eight hours later I took him home. I went and got his meds filled and got him lunch.

Hannah went to my inlaws and Gracie stayed with me. I know Dean needed rest and he wasn't going to get it with Hannah around. I love my Hannah but she doesn't stop talking unless she is sleeping. I knew Gracie would be easy to handle.

So Dean is in a lot of pain. He has been out of commission since Thursday. I am playing the role of both parents. I took off Friday to make sure he didn't go unconscious on me. Saturday I got up early took the girls to my inlaws I went to work.

After work I treated myself and went to Target and got a white chocolate mocha at Starbucks. I needed to get a few things for the girls. I went all by myself and didn't feel guilty.

I am really tired and overwhelmed. My life flashed before me and I couldn't help but think the worst could have happened. My husband has a strong build to him. The doctor says he's lucky he could have broken his neck.

I went to my parents church yesterday. I just needed my mom and dad. The girls were happy to see them. Gracie just wanted my dad and Hannah wanted my mom. So I got to take in Mass. For some reason I just started crying during the communion song. Now that I think about it that was the first chance I got to really reflect on the last few days.

I finished teaching Sunday night. The 6 week course went well. I had to take the girls with me because I didn't have anybody to watch them. I will write more about the 9th graders later. I will say they were so awesome to work with. They really impressed me with the discussions we had. I am going to miss them. I will be back next semester and I am excited.

So I hope you all are well. Have a good week!!!

2006-10-03T17:20:00.000-06:00

Happenings In Red Headed Mommy Land

2006-10-03T09:05:00.000-06:00

Let's start with the Girl's

Hannah
She is eating much better these days.
Her brain is a little sponge. She amazes me everyday with something new.
She is excited about Halloween. She is going to be a fairy princess.
Hannah's favorite book right now is "Green Eggs and Ham". We read it every night!
She doesn't stop talking unless she is sleeping.
her smile lights up my day
she is the best cuddlier ever

Gracie
Crawling everywhere
Saying "Mama" all the time
Crawling to Hannah and kisses her and then pulls her hair.
Clapping and waving
CLIMBING THE STAIRS!!!!!
waking up at 5:00 in the morning to eat
she plays well by herself
smiles so cute shows her gums
teething big time
tasted icecream last night...Loved it!!!!!
wants her mommy all the time
looks adorable in overalls

Me
work is getting busier
busy with teaching religion;going very well
asked to teach again next semester
ask to speak with my husband on why we chose marriage, at our church
trying to get my house in order
had the worst migraine ever Friday night
taking the girls a lot to the park
trying to exercise more then twice a week
loving my husband more everyday
really trying to watch my spending
loving my life
Zoloft now has a generic!!!!!
blessed to have bloggy friends

So this is what is going at our house. Hope everybody is well.

Swinging Gracie!!!

2006-09-27T17:15:00.000-06:00

Couldn't you just kiss that face over and over? It doesn't matter that she woke me up at 4:00 in the morning with a dirty diaper. Then she wanted to play then she decided to show me that she knows how to clap. I thought that she was so nice to show me that so early in the morning.

Then later that evening she stopped army crawling and started crawling on her knees. Yeah Gracie!!!!!! I think she has teeth coming in. All these milestones in one week; my baby is getting bigger and older.

Doesn't time see to go so fast?

If Your Ever In A Jam....................Here I Am

2006-09-25T13:30:00.000-06:00

I woke up this morning with a numb feeling in my stomach. I realized that 4 years ago today I stood by my Grandfather's hospice bed and said goodbye to him. I will never forget the emotions I had as he took his last breaths. I wasn't ready to really say goodbye to my,"poppy".

I will always remember a good man. He always did the right thing no matter what. He set the tone for the family and paved the way for all. He was in love with my Grandmother and they were married for 60 years. He loved his Grandchildren and we loved him just as much.

He had a strong faith in God and adored the Blessed Mother. He was okay with his cancer. He told me once that every morning he got up and said "thy will be done". I was just amazed that anyone really had that response.

I feel him with me everyday. I talk to him when my faith is not so bright. I talk to him and the Blessed Mother when I need to be a better wife. When the girls are sick I feel him with me so I can get through the day. Some days I can smell his cologne and I look around. No one is there,so I think he is here watching over me.

The day I had Mary Grace I held her back in my room. She had this bright red hair with waves. I remember my grandfather with his receding hair line but with waves. Not to long ago I had a dream and I told him I missed him. He told me that he sent Mary Grace to me.

His picture is on my fridge from the Christmas before he died. I tell Hannah all about her Grand poppy and how wonderful he is.I think Hannah and Gracie would be spoiled if he was here today. Spoil both kids with love.

The title of this post is from a song that he used to sing to me.

If you ever in a jam, here I am

If your ever in a tree, call on me

If your ever in a mess, S.O.S

Friendship Friendship.

The Redheaded Mommy

Sick

Maybe I Am Back!!

A Couple Of Things!!!

I Am Back!! This Is A Long Post!!

Germs And Cabin Fever!!!!

I'm Back!!

Sorry...really busy at The Redheaded Mommy House!!!

Could Somebody Please Remove The Freaking Black Cloud Over My House!

My Little Turkey's

The Power Of Prayer

My Little Ball Of Energy

The Major Happenings Going On In Our House!

School!!!!

Loving Those My Girls And Other Things

Over The Hill And Other Stories!!

Today Is Another Day!

Diagnoses!!!

We Talked!!

Finally There Is An Answer!!!

Random Stuff Because I Live For Random!!!

Poor Girl

Gas Or Duck It's All The Same

It's A Date

We Are Just Busy!!!!

Another Freaking Pumpkin Farm!!!

Thankful

I Need A Reminder To Blog

Somebody Pass Me The Freaking Lemonade!!

Hannah

Just Trying To Understand

Okay, So I Am Slow

I'm Back!!!!! And Feeling Thankful!!!!

So The Part Where My Head Explodes!!!

So Much To Tell

Updates

Just Busy

Blankie!!!

What Gracie Says!!!

Gone To The Zoo!!!!! The Maryland Zoo!!!

Hannah

Doing Some Spring Cleaning!!!

MyThankful List

Updates And More #2

I 'll Take Mental Health Day for $100

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!!!

I Have A Blog?!!!

Just So Darn Happy!!!

Crazy People!!!

Just Some Thoughts

I Love It !!!!

Just A Day

About Me!!!!

Really, What Do You Want To Know?

My New Lamp!!!!

Thankful Sunday Cause Mondays Are To Busy!

My Sweet Sweet Hannah

100 Things About Me *revised edition*

What A Day!!

Smile

Just A Thought!

What's Gracie Doing Now That She Is One?

Happy Birthday MaryGrace!!!!!

The Post That Makes Me Sound Like A B*%^*

It's Just Going To Be One Of Those Day's

Christmas And Sweet Girls

Whole Lotta Stuff Part 2

Crazy Gracie And Hannah

It's A Full House

Thankful Monday

Whole Lotta Stuff!

Thankful Monday

Gracie Girl!!!

Mary Grace

A Hannah Funny

Thankful Mondays

Happy Birthday Sis!!!

So We Meet!!!

News And Congrats!!!!!

Thankful Monday

100 Things About Me revised edition

The Post That Makes Me Sound Like A B%^